Without Realizing by Peter Ho
♫ Your beautiful eyes ♫
♫ They reveal tears that have been through so much ♫
♫ They make me want to protect you ♫
♫ I don't want you to get hurt again ♫
♫ The tears stop on the corners of your eyes ♫
♫ You lift up your head, not letting them fall ♫
♫ Don't act too tough when you're tired ♫
♫ My shoulder will be there for you to lean on ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There are no other reasons ♫
♫ My mind only spins for you ♫
♫ Don't look away anymore ♫
♫ Admit that you're in love too ♫
♫ I fell in love without realizing it ♫
♫ There's nothing holding me back. 've already given you my heart, but it wasn't enough ♫
♫ That's when I realized that my life is only complete with you ♫
Beautiful Secret
[Episode 30]
What will Yi Qiang do now that you have left your company.
You don't have to worry, he's doing very good.
He has gone to seek refuge with Zhang Quan.
Don't use that expression to look at me.
This is very common.
In this society now,
Boss been changed happens all the time.
Do you expect the subordinate to leave with the boss?
Stop fooling around. People needs to survive.
But I know toward Yiqiang, you...
If I want to blame someone, I should blame myself.
Is there a saying? If I don't have expectation,
then you won't ever get hurt.
Besides, if something bad going to happen, it would happen to Song Yiqiang.
When his taste in music become as bad as Zhang Quan,
I will send a plaque to their company.
it will say bring about one's own destruction.
These guys who were tailing us really disappeared.
It is just what I expected.
They all follow the mover.
I also ask the driver to circle a few time on its way to get rid of them.
Even though you are not that great in packing, but to take care of this kind of thing,
you are really good at it.
Of course.
When they find out they couldn't catch up to the mover, they will turn around.
We should leave soon.
Vehicle without safety belt is a bit hard for me to get use to.
It's my first time seeing this kind of Guan Yi.
He is very mischief like a little kid.
Even though he is acting like he doesn't care,
but I can tell
his smile is to cover up his sadness.
- I am...- Jiang Meili.
Everyone.
This is actually very simple.
It is just me, Guan Yi is unfaithful.
I have played both women's emotion.
I am a womanizer.
On one side, I like Jiang Meili's voice.
But on the other side,
I couldn't forget the past relationship with Xu Ruolin.
The person who leak the video is Guan Yi.
But Guan Yi has no reason.
Of course. The reason has already been there.
It was Jiang Meili.
He framed you so Jiang Meili can replace you.
Not possible. Guan Yi would not do that to me.
God!
Who should I believe?
But who should I believe?
What did you said? Say it again!
It will be fine if you want me to repeat 10 more times.
You... are fired.
What did I do wrong?
Even if you are Director,
you can't just fire someone without a good reason.
Fine.
Song Yiqiang, come in for a bit.
Come in.
Yiqiang, tell our dear Shasha
what did she do wrong.
It was because of Shasha
told Guan Yi about the press conference,
so Director Guan came after found out about it.
Hurry and tell your boss about this news.
In case, Zhang Quan would screw him up bad.
It will be a big trouble.
Remember, I have risk my live to tell you this.
Don't tell anyone that I told you.
Shasha.
So what do you have to say?
Song Yiqiang.
You are a nasty person who sold out your own boss to profit yourself.
Nothing good will come of you.
Watch over her closely.
After she clear her table, make sure she leaves Cheng Yi.
Yes.
Be careful! Be careful!
How many more boxes are there?
This is the last box.
I already told the mover that they can leave.
Leave the rest to me then.
The fruits are ready.
Everyone have a rest and have some fruits.
Great!
Director Guan, you have quite a bit of stuff.
When we lived at your place,
I didn't notice all the stuff.
Seriously, brother-in-law's place is so big and our place is so small.
Don't you understand this theory?
I am sorry.
When I find a place to live, I will move those out right away.
Nothing to feel bad about.
Looking for a place? You should ask Meiyan.
She is on line everyday...
searching the Ganji website and found them immediately.
I am always finding job on this.
Ganji website? Okay, I will take a look at it later.
So, where are you planning on sleeping tonight?
I will find a hotel and stay there temporarily.
Why would you find a hotel? How expensive would that be?
You can live in our house.
No, I have already bother you guys enough. I think better not.
Director, you are being estranged by saying that.
When we had no place to go, you had took us in.
No you have no where to go, of course we should take you in.
Dad, why are you saying brother-in-law has no place to go?
I know. What I mean is
this is what we should do.
Director Guan, why don't you give us a chance
to let us take you in once.
You can see it as we repaying you.
Brother-in-law.
Do you dislike our house small and shabby,
so you don't want to move in?
Meiyan.
Of course that is not what I mean.
Then, Director Guan please stay.
And see it like your own home. Don't be formal.
Look, that is right. So stay.
Yes. That's set.
Old Jiang.
Let Meili and Meiyan help Director Guan move.
You come in and help me carry the food.
Okay. Okay.
I will be there right away.
You are lucky.
You get to taste your (future) Mother-in-law's legendary cooking skill.
- Old Jiang.- Coming.
- Go!- Coming.
I am going to move.
Director Guan, you are really lucky.
Try her legendary meat with sauce.
Here, have more veggies.
That's right. Try my mom's famous braised meatballs too.
This is also my favorite, you should try it for sure.
Eat lots. Don't be shy.
Try it.
What do you think?
Auntie's cooking is really good.
Uncle really didn't brag for nothing.
Of course. I am telling you guys.
If it wan't because of her cooking skill back then,
why would I marry her?
There were so many beautiful girls in the neighbour village...
I have talked too much.
There, eat, eat. Eat lots of veggies.
Here. This is the main dish.
Pig trotters.
- Get one yourself.- Thanks.
I ask them to buy it specially.
Pig trotters and vermicelli.
Those are prepared specially for you.
In my hometown, we have a tradition.
They say when people eat the pig trotter,
all the bad luck will be kick away.
I hope after you eat it, there is only good luck following you.
Yes. When we were little, after we got better from our illness,
or when Dad got injure from work.
Mom will cook a huge pot of pig trotters to chase away the bad luck.
Yes. Yes.
The vermicelli.
You should eat lots of vermicelli.
This is for adding fortune and longevity.(In chines tradition, birthday is to eat vermicelli.)
We are not a family.
Meili shouldn't be the only one following you. Fortune, prosperity, longevity and happiness should also follows you as well.
Right?- Dad!
Fine. Fine. I won't talk any more.
I think Sis doesn't need to eat pig trotters.
She has already groped someone.
Dad, give me the pig trotters.
Okay. Here, I will get you a big one.
Thanks!
Taste great.
Mom.
What's wrong?
Nothing, I was thinking
tomorrow, you should bring me more pig trotters.
It will be too much if we eat more tomorrow.
It is not for our family.
Isn't Miss Xu discharged from the hospital?
I am thinking to cook a big pot tomorrow.
And send it over to Xu Family.
But what kind of expensive tonic doesn't Xu Family have?
Won't it look very poor if we send some pig trotters over?
What does a kid know?
This is called a small token of our appreciation. You can't buy that with money.
I think we should listen to Auntie.
Okay.
Here, here. Everyone should eat lots today.
This one is very tasty and this one is delicious also. Dried tofu strips.
Give it all to me.
The doctor already said.
You should eat less greasy or less flavoured food.
After a while, when you get better,
Mom will cook your favorite dishes.
Right.
In a few days, should we invite Guan Yi to come have dinner?
For your being able to be discharged from hospital without any hitches.
The people we should thank are him and Meiyan.
I... being like this...
prefer not to see anyone.
Girl likes to be pretty. If she doesn't want to see anyone,
don't push her.
Thanks, Mom.
Eat lots so you can heal quicker.
Seeing you like this back then,
I always it is just a normal thing.
But today I finally discover.
this is the most precious picture in my mind.
Making so much money
and achieve so much in career. So what!
To me, it can't compare or as important than
three of us sitting here as a family eating dinner.
I couldn't believe such an simple idea,
I only really understand it today.
Dad.
I have talked too much. It won't taste as good if the food gets cold.
Let's eat.
Here, Ruolin.
Eat more.
I know
what you heard at the company.
Don't you worry, I didn't agree with them.
Even if they want to cancel the contract with you. That is okay.
We can leave together.
We can publish it together.
Trust me.
That song only belongs to you.
No one can replace you.
Yes, Guan Yi will never do that to me.
Even without any love, he wouldn't do that.
Ruolin
The company, I heard what happened.
Are living well?
I'm doing fine, don't worry.
Do you think just anyone can make me stumble?
I would have wasted all those years then.
I want to ask you something.
You have to tell me honestly.
What is it?
Are you...
Guan Yi!
Do you want to reconsider sleeping on the floor? We have a sleeping bag.
No need, don't worry about it.
Ruolin
Ruolin, you can continue.
Ruolin?
You're living at Jiang Meili's house?
Yea.
The house I lived in previously was the company's so they confiscated it.
It's temporary. I'm staying here for a night.
Ruolin, weren't you going to ask me something?
What is it?
It's nothing.
I just wanted to make sure you were okay.
Since you have some with you
I won't bother you.
What happened?
Is Ruolin mad?
No, she just wanted to send me a greeting asking me how I am doing.
She knows that I left the company.
Don't overthink. Everthing is fine.
As for the skeeping bag, you can put it away. Sleeping here is fine with me.
You're sleeping on this lousy sofa
and you can't even stretch out your leg.
At that time when I had no way out,
You did so much for me.
But I can't do anything for you.
You helped me a lot.
Really.
Are you okay?
Suddenly my wounds are really painful.
Can you get the medicine and help to apply it on me?
Your help is a life and death matter.
You are the only one who can help me.
Continue to pretend
Really!
It's so painful that I'm going to roll on your floor soon.
I feel so much better.
By the way,
a while ago I heard you saying that Ruolin wanted to ask you something.
What is it?
She didn't say.
I think it's probably nothing important.
She's probably trying to console me.
But I think
perhaps she wanted to talk to you about work.
But when she heard my voice, she didn't want to continue.
Guan Yi
If Ruolin were to seek Uncle Xu's help...
Jiang Meili!
Do you think I need to use this method to settle my problems?
I will tell you
Even if Zhang Xuan could force me to leave,
but they can't retain my capability.
Just watch. After a period of time,
I will definitely let
Chairman Zhao and Director Li know that
losing Guan Yi
will be their most regretful decisions in their lives.
Sorry, I'm not...
I really didn't want to be fierce with you.
I know. I shouldn't have said that.
It's not like that.
Don't worry. In the recording industry,
Cheng Yi is not the only production company.
I can start my own company.
I admit that the feeling of being fired
is not great
but also because of this,
I realised how superficial those people around me are.
It can also be considered that it was worth it.
-Morning-Morning
Morning.
Almost got in.
What is the meaning of this?
Salary settlement.
Didn't you say that as long as I follow you...
Didn't I already settle your credit card bills?
Let's forget about all the trouble you have caused Guan Yi in the past.
Once the prey is killed, the hunter is not needed anymore.
It's not like you won't understand.
It's also fine if you don't understand.
Once you are disloyal, you will always be disloyal.
I know this very well.
You made use of me.
It's ugly to hear that.
You should say, it's each to his own needs.
The goods and the cash have already been exchanged would sound even better.
Now,
those who were loyal to Guan Yi have been fired by me.
As for you,
will it benefit me if I retain you?
What if you betray me one day,
wouldn't I bring this upon myself?
Aren't you afraid I would reveal everything
and let Chairman Xu knows that you were behind all this?
So scary.
What you just said really scared me to death.
But frankly speaking, why am I not worried at all?
- You! - Think about it.
You stole the item.
It was you who used Guan Yi's computer to send the video.
If I were to reveal this,
who will die a more terrible death?
Thus, I advise you to take back your words
and never talk about this ever again.
- You! - Get lost!
Please enter.
Ruolin, your hot water is here.
Ruolin, have some water.
If I don't drink this, I keep feeling cold.
I think it could be that your body is weak.
You won't feel this again when you have recovered.
Your legs are not well yet. I prepared this for you.
Drink this whenever you feel like it.
It seems like this plug is spoilt.
Let me take a look.
My leg! It's hot!
- What's wrong, Ruolin? - How did you get scalded?
What's going on. Aunt Wang?
Mom, I'm in pain.
The ice is here.
Ruolin, I know you will be in great pain once I ice packed your injured spot
but we need to do this ice pack for you on the way to the hospital.
Hence, you must endure it.
Why doesn't it hurt anymore?
When I was scalded,
there were some feelings in my legs.
I only felt something in this leg
but what about the other leg?
Ruolin, stop it!
Ruolin!
You must not hurt yourself this way.
I should feel pain from the injury
but why don't I feel anything at all?
Why? Why?!
Ruolin.
Why?!
Let's go the the hospital.
- Ruolin... - Why?
Even though it's a second degree burn,
but because you took care of it immediately, there aren't any serious consequences.
As long as you regularly apply the medicine, in two weeks' time,
it will be healed.
Doctor. Ruolin has lost her feelings in her left leg.
What's going on?
Earlier, I already consulted it
with Neurosurgeon, Neurologists, Orthopedician,
We think it's because
of the fall from the building,
so Miss Xu is suffering nerve damage from the impact on her spinal cord.
That's why that happened.
But when she was being discharged, you clearly told me that
she's okay but why is this happening now?
Mr Xu.
We have already done our best to run all the tests
but there are some residual effects,
it won't be that obvious then.
Miss Xu's condition is an example.
Will Ruolin's leg get better?
Will she be unable to walk again in the future?
For now, Miss Xu's foot has cast on so we can't be sure right now,
but please be mentally prepared first.
Because the location Miss Xu has damaged is at the 2nd lumbar vertebra. Even if it does heal,
I'm afraid it won't be like before.
Mom.
What do you need?
I need the salt.
Let me help you.
Don't add in too much/
It's enough.
Director Guan went to stay in a hotel?
That's good too. If he stays here,
There are always people staking out at our yard.
They are disturbing our neighbours and causing everyone to be uncomfortable.
It smells so good.
It should be tasty.
It's almost done and will be ready soon.
Little greedy cat!
The doctor has said that once the cast is off, it would be time to start rehab.
When that time comes, the condition will improve.
There won't be any problems.
Wang Xuan, go and cook something for Ruolin.
She hasn't eaten anything for the whole day.
That's it.
Wait for me.I will cook your favourite food.
If it can be done, I really hope that I can suffer on your behalf.
Dad,
don't say that.
I'm not filial and caused you to be sad.
Don't say that.
You were also used by others. That's why you did something rash like this.
What I find the hardest to accept now
is that the person who made use of you.
The culprit of this crim...
It's Guan Yi!
If he didn't release that video, all these wouldn't have happened.
Dad, don't say that.
No matter what. Guan Yi saved my reputation.
On the roof, he was very daring regardless of personal danger just for me.
He saved your reputation?
He was saving Jiang Meili's reputation.
So him was daring regardless of personal danger and try to save you,
I can explain that he has sense of compassion or I can say...
But let me tell you,
the most possible explanation
is he want to minimized him being suspected.
Dad, you are being too subjective.
You don't even give Guan Yi a chance to explain.
Explain? What is there to explain?
Evidence doesn't lie.
The evidence that I hold is very clear. There is no way he can deny it.
On the day of the launch conference,
he even dare to find me at the hospital to ask for a favour.
Guan Yi played me.
He was seeking his own death.
The view of this apartment on the eighteen floor is not bad
but Meili can't take the lift.
Every time she wants to look for me, she will have to climb up eighteen flights of stairs.
Wouldn't that be worse than going to hell?
No. Let's find another one.
Ganji website
Strange.
The news that I left Cheng Yi should have already spread.
Why aren't there any calls asking about this?
Hello, Chairman Liu.
Hello, it's Guan Yi.
You are busy now?
Sorry to disturb you.
Hello, Director Fang. Hello, I'm...
You are overseas and you are on roaming call?
Okay, sorry.
Hello, Director Sun. I...
What? You are not in the music industry anymore and are shooting television dramas?
What about Old Li?
He's doing traditional opera music. You call that vocal singing?
Okay, I know. Thank you.
What's going on?
Everyone heard my voice is like encounter SARS.
Mr Guan.
What's up?
Our apologies. We can process your credit card for the room.
Could you use another card?
How is that possible?
Try this.
Sorry, we can't process this too.
Your system must be down.
Call the bank.
Hello. We have a guest here who would like to check his card.
Okay, the card number is 6...
Hello.
Is this Mr Guan Yi?
Yes, I am.
We are from the South Police station.
Because you are no longing staying here, the court send the letter to freeze your assets here.
Please come and get it.
What letter?
The letter to freeze your assets.
Mr Guan. The bank said that your assets have been frozen.
Currently, we are unable to use your credit card for any transactions.
How do you plan to settle the bill for your room?
I'm Guan Yi. Will I run away with the money?
Guan...
How is it going?
Chairman, don't worry. Cheng Yi has done according to your instructions.
Guan Yi should already be aware of this now.
Okay.
By the way, I need you to do another thing.
Gather up all the spinal cord specialists around the world
and information of all the renowned doctors and send them to me.
Okay.
Sis. Isn't that Uncle Xu's car?
It seems so. Looks like he's going out.
Come, let's go in.
Meili, Meiyan, when did you arrive?
Why didn't you tell me first?
- Hello, Aunt Wang. - Hello.
We just arrived. We are here to visit Ruolin.
Thank you.
This is just a small gesture from us.
Let Ruolin have a taste and chase away all the bad luck.
Thank you very much. You even brought this for Ruolin.
Ruolin doesn't have any appetite?
She was careless this morning and scalded her leg.
Is it serious?
It's not serious. She will be fine after applying the medication.
Aunt Wang. Would you like me to try?
I received many encouragement postings on Ruolin's fan website.
Once she has seen them, she may feel better and gain back her appetite.
Sister Ruolin.
What brings you here?
You have already been discharged. Of course, I should visit you.
Sister Ruolin. I don't know how your fans found out I was your assistant.
They sent many mails into my mailbox.
Let's take a look at them, okay?
Meiyan, have a good chat with Ruolin.
I will.
So how?
Ruolin is willing to talk to Meiyan.
This is great. They must have lots to talk about.
Child.
How have you been lately?
I misses you very much.
I'm doing well. Don't worry.
As for you, you need to take good care of Ruolin and watch your health too.
I know. Don't worry.
Hearing you say this to me,
I'm contented.
A new person and a new atmosphere.
I plan to choose the right person from these trainees.
and do special training.
Director Guan Yi!
What do you mean by this?
You went to the court to sue me.
Because of my misconduct which cause damage to the company
and even falsely accused me of getting kickbacks from other companies.
You might as well accuse me for killing someone and arson.
If you have anything to say, let's do it in a civil manner.
I'm here to make myself clear.
What kind of severe enmity do I have with you guys?
Forget it if you want me to pay compensation for such a big sum of money.
You even took protective measures to freeze my assets.
Do you need to be that desperate?
Don't you throw the handle after the blade .
Did you know who you have angered?
Zhang Xuan, explain to him.
Yes.
Frankly speaking, it's useless for you to pressurise Director Zhao this time.
If you have any problems,
jut ask Xu Tianhao.
He was the one who borrowed the company's name to sue you.
Of course, he is also the only one who could use such a big sum of money
to go out court to take out this protection measure.
If not, who else do you think would have the authority to freeze your assets?
I already told you this much and you still don't get it?
If you insist that I tell you everything,
Xu Tianhao already knew earlier that
it was you who leaked the video and caused her precious daughter to jump down.
Thus, he is taking revenge now.
The motive is to force you till you don't have a way out.
Zhang Xuan,
you should know better than anyone else who did that.
Emperor Guan, it's not important whether I'm aware of it or not.
Only Chairman Xu needs to be aware of this.
He has incredible power and found out you were the one who leaked the video.
Of course, those are not enough to kill you.
More importantly, it's your subordinate. Your most dearest subordinate
who has added the final deadly blow.
that made him realised it was you who did it.
It's really an interesting movie about the slaving biting the master.
I only wanted him to think of a way to topple you.
Who knew he was able to did something so extraordinary.
Shut up.
Fine, I will not talk about this.
If you want to know more details about this, go and ask Song Yiqiang.
But let me advise you,
he has already been fired by me and has left Cheng Yi.
You... what are you trying to do?
You... you are going to be violent, right?
I... let me tell you. I was only helping you to get rid of your biggest enemy.
You are really weak.
Who says I'm weak?
Try running way again.
You framed me.
This is what I deserves.
I know you won't forgive me.
Why should I forgive you?
I have always regarded as you my buddy
but you stabbed me in the back.
I'm not a fool. I never thought you would do it.
But I always told myself that the whole company could betray me
except you!
Even if you are materialistic and fawn upon the rich and powerful people,
but how could you do this to your buddy?
You treated me as your buddy? When did you ever do that?
Would a buddy shout at me and make me look bad in front of others?
Do you really know the meaning of a buddy?
Real buddies would be ready to risk his own life and bend over back work to help each other out.
What about you?
When you are happy, I could still live like a human.
When your are in a bad mood, I am treated worst than a dog.
Does this count as a buddy?
Guan Yi, I have always respected you.
I know that you are the best music producer.
I have tolerated all your unreasonable requests.
I hoped to be with you. I wanted to learn even more
but what kind of person did you take me for?
I'm just a dog to you.
Did you know that? Even if you were to be kick out by me,
you would have been kick out by others.
It's because you never had any sympathies.
You have never wanted to hear anyone else's opinions.
Everyone in the company wanted to work hard and catch up with you.
But what about you?
You laughed at them for not being able to do so.
So what if you are a genius?
So, everyone is suffering just to work with a genius,
they might as well join forces and get rid of him.
I'm very sorry about the video
but I have never regretted making that decision.
A few days ago, I called you.
Your adoptive mother answered it. She was extremely polite.
I wonder if it's related to you and Ruolin that changed her attitude towards me.
Xu Ruolin dares to love and hate. She is great.
I like her more than before.
What's the next line?
If you want to see the next line, you can but you must eat more.
Alright. Safe and sound. And to be successful.
Climb out from the bottom of the ditch and be successful again.
The peak?
Will I still be able to do it?
Of course, you can.
You are the most famous and Sexy Queen Xu Ruolin.
Don't believe me?
You.. look at this line.
The only star in China who can compete with K-pop stars in dancing stage.
I'm looking forward to Xu Ruolin's comeback.
I'm afraid I won't get that chance again.
Ruolin, don't say something so disheartening.
You must believe that you can do it.
Look. There are so many fans looking forward to your recovery.
Do you still remember this dance?
This song... is the motivation for me wanting to become a star.
Sister Ruolin, do you still remember this?
Stop dancing.
There is another song.
Sister Ruolin, look.
I already told you it's enough. Stop dancing! Did you hear me?
This leg doesn't feel anything anymore.
The doctor said that
Because of the damage on my spinal cord,
Even if I recover.
I won't go back to the way I was before.
I can't make very difficult dance moves any more.
Xu Ruolin is done!
She has really hit bottom this time.
Sister Ruolin, don't give up hopes.
Okay, we can't dance anymore
but we can still transform and become a singer.
Can you imagine Xu Ruolin just standing or sitting down and singing?
Would any fans like me?
I'm not Jiang Meili.
I was not born with a good voice.
My father said
it was Guan Yi who harmed me
but I think the one in this world who deserves to die is Jiang Meili!
Sorry, I'm really sorry.
My sister didn't do that on purpose.
She only needed the money to cure my mom's illness.
Frankly, she is feeling very guilty too.
We wanted to tell the truth for quite a while.
What truth?
What do you mean by helping your mom to cure her illness? Explain clearly.
I... I don't know what I said.
- I was just talking nonsense. - Jiang Meiyan,
if you don't tell me, I will ask your sister.
Subtitles by The Secret Keepers @ Viki
Timing by sabrinafair, xomachi
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♫ Feels like winter is now leaving ♫
♫ And as the sun melts away the ice in my eyes, ♫
♫ I realize that I still miss you ♫
♫ The rainstorm of all our memories ♫
♫ blurs away the traces of tears ♫
♫ I keep a smile on my face ♫
♫ Pretending as if I don't care at all ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫
♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ It's a pity that we only made it this far ♫
♫ And it's too late to say goodbye ♫
♫ Maybe we were just one step away from happiness ♫
♫ But If you and she are happy, ♫
♫ just forget how much I once loved you ♫